Cuddle in the rain
He lay there, on my lap. Sleeping soundly and peacefully like a beautiful angel. It's raining outside, but I think it's very soothing, nothing about it make me sad, maybe because he's here with me. There's a soft sunlight passing the window, fall on to the two of us. In my head, it's like a peaceful piano sound start playing out of nowhere.I sit on a rug, stiff like a piece of wood, trying to let him sleep comfortably while I tried to breath without making any sound. As I look at his face, I think about how he normally act around me. He always clings onto me, calls out my name, with a beautiful smile on his face. Whenever I look at that smile of his, it makes me feel like I have something tingling in my stomach, and my heart become soft. So that's what people call a healing smile, I think of it every time.I think about his other side as well, his mischievous side. But with that angelic face, I can never be mad at him. As I sit there with my mind wandering around, I unconsciously touch his hair and smiling to myself like an idiot. Sometime he would tease me until my face became red like a tomato, and then he tried to bite my cheek, said that his tomato has ripped. Silly, no? But I find those time very precious to me, all the time that we are together, no matter what we do.Suddenly, there something in me that wanting to touch his lips. I feel all tingling in my stomach. It's like time is standing still. As soon as I touch them with my finger, I feel my heart beating faster. That time, I feel like I can fly.Let aside the guilt of disturbing him in his sleep, I lower my head. With my long thick hair, it's falling off of my shoulder and covering both of our faces as I closing the distance. I don't even care to take my hair away, I like it when it's darker like this, feel like I trap him here with me, so that I can have him all to myself.I lightly place my lips beside his and continue slowly tracing the line of his lips with mine. I don't know if he's still sleeping or not and I, at that moment, couldn't be more careless about it. I slowly kiss him like it's so fragile. As if I'm not careful, I can break something so precious to me. So I pay extra attention to the thing I'm doing. It's always sweet, not like any sugar or even the finest honey, but I think that sweetness is only for us. A taste of happiness that only the two of us know. The little secrets that make love thrilling. I want to live the moment, don't want to bother about the future or the past as I indulge in the sweetness that I myself have fallen into.My heartbeat is racing. I feel that my face is getting hotter, so, I continue kissing him on his cheeks, on his hair, on his nose, then trace my way back to his mouth and stay there for a long time. Feel like an eternity has passed, I feel satisfied like a kid has been given her most favorite candy. I also have a mischievous side as well huh? Maybe that's why we were drawn to each other.I love him. When that pops up in my head, there's already a smile on my face. People say that you can drown in love, guess that they are not wrong then.I finish my little prank with a light touch on his lips, like a butterfly try to fly off from the most beautiful flower in a secret garden. And then that flower wake up from a deep, long sleep. His amber color eyes are glittering under the soft sunlight. We are still separated from the outside world under the curtain made from my hair, and that makes his eyes shine even brighter. I feel the air moves between us a little as he form a smile under my lips. And before I notice, his hands are slipping through that soft curtain of mine, reaching my temple, bringing me closer to him. I raise my eyes to meet with his, only to find there's still some haze in his eyes, tell me that he's just awoken. Then we both shut off the daylight in our vision, to fall into each other embrace.The rain is still calmly falling outside the window, raindrops tapping the roof, making those happy jumps as they falling down from the early summer clouds. Then I hear him mumble in his throat :
- You are not concentrate, are you? Aren't you the one that played with fire just a moment ago. Hmmm?I'm weak when I hear him speak with that hazy low voice.
- Mmua... Sorry, you know how I love the raining sound. - giving him a sorry look, I try to explain myself.
- That's not enough for a sorry you know.He say that, and the next thing I know, he grab my left hand that're holding his face and pushed me laying on the soft, fuzzy rug. I giggle:
- Oh, come on babe, haven't I gave you a sorry kiss already.He's rushing down, in search for my lips. If before was a light sweetness, now it becomes intoxicating. It's there, lingering in the air, like I can smell it. I feel like an electric current run through my body. I shiver. That sweet vanilla taste melted into me, the smooth feeling of his lips, it's like I'm melting. I'm scared of this feeling, scared that if it ends, there's nothing to hold me up. But that's how we are then, we forget about all the doubt and fear when we're together, we just want to be close to each other in that sweet, wonderful moment. Maybe that's why love makes us so vulnerable, even crazy. I skipped from one happiness to the next happy moment and now I can't imagine how I can be this happy all along. This is truly, to love and to be loved. I knew that he's the one for me.And he make me happier as it can be. If quote 'love makes even a stone cry', I would swear that I'm crying at this moment. This is indeed a happy cry.I love him, I love how he makes me feel happy. I love every time we are together, every time doing something silly, every time being carefree. I love him and all that he bring to my life.We are like two sides of the same coin, or even better, two faces of the same silver coin. The coin is small, but it's precious. If we're facing each other, this coin can be used to make a wish come true. The wish for our future, for each other, for live without fear of hurting the other or ourselves. This love is our silver coin.The sun is already setting. The rain has stopped, and, with the sinking of the sun, peace came into our room. The rain can't be heard from our room anymore nor we can only hear it. Our eyes can only see each other.We could have gone to a dangerous route right here, but I suddenly burst out of laughing.
- Haha... OMG I'm sorry... but ... ha ha haha...He stops kissing me and starts giggling too. We both laying down, side by side. There's a big rain outside. Though, when I listen to the sound of the rain, all I can hear is two people in love, giggling like children.I don't want to disturb this kind of moment. The rain outside, the sunlight, the lamp, the air, the voice. All of these make me feel like I'm finally alive, like I belong in such place, a happy place that's also filled with joy. You know, the one that's not often touched by sadness and pain that's why can be seen as precious.Now we have been through this journey of joy. We've met because of our interest to find those special people to be our partner. He is kind, gentle, curious, and kind-hearted. I am quiet, mysterious, and quiet-hearted. We have some things in common, but I like his honesty over anything. I don't know what's so special about him. Maybe it's just because he is so fitting for me. I don't know. There's something else that I can find it in his eyes. I don't want to show, but, I can feel it when he looks at me. It's like he can see the real me, the me that I can't show anyone.I've never thought of love like this. I don't have any background, any memory about it. Who knows if it's bad to feel so much happiness this quickly, this recklessly. For now, I try not to think too hard about it, just go with the flow. Sometimes we can feel even more scared when we try to think about it. Maybe love is the same everywhere. Even if they have a different meaning in a different place, we all still learn to love.This feeling is like the journey itself. After that, maybe I can think of why or how, but now I just enjoy the journey. More than anything, this joy is worth it, the feeling of being together, of being like there's only the two of us in this world. Indulge ourselves without a care.I don't know why I'm enjoying today so much. Maybe I just want to enjoy in such a simple moment that I don't have to worry about anything else. I don't want to wish for anything else. Just live a simple life with him and no more. I'm not sure if this is possible, I don't know if even this can make me happy enough. But for now, it's enough for me. And most of all, I'm thankful for this moment.Thank you for bringing joy over my dull life. Thank you for filling my life with color and joy. Thank you for making me happy from the very first time I saw you. I'm thankful for every single thing, even the stupid, silly worry. Because that's what has carried me up until now. The worries and fear is there, but being with him can help me overcome everything.We smile at each other, warm light falling over us. At that moment I think to myself that I wish to be with this person.Forever.
- You are not concentrate, are you? Aren't you the one that played with fire just a moment ago. Hmmm?I'm weak when I hear him speak with that hazy low voice.
- Mmua... Sorry, you know how I love the raining sound. - giving him a sorry look, I try to explain myself.
- That's not enough for a sorry you know.He say that, and the next thing I know, he grab my left hand that're holding his face and pushed me laying on the soft, fuzzy rug. I giggle:
- Oh, come on babe, haven't I gave you a sorry kiss already.He's rushing down, in search for my lips. If before was a light sweetness, now it becomes intoxicating. It's there, lingering in the air, like I can smell it. I feel like an electric current run through my body. I shiver. That sweet vanilla taste melted into me, the smooth feeling of his lips, it's like I'm melting. I'm scared of this feeling, scared that if it ends, there's nothing to hold me up. But that's how we are then, we forget about all the doubt and fear when we're together, we just want to be close to each other in that sweet, wonderful moment. Maybe that's why love makes us so vulnerable, even crazy. I skipped from one happiness to the next happy moment and now I can't imagine how I can be this happy all along. This is truly, to love and to be loved. I knew that he's the one for me.And he make me happier as it can be. If quote 'love makes even a stone cry', I would swear that I'm crying at this moment. This is indeed a happy cry.I love him, I love how he makes me feel happy. I love every time we are together, every time doing something silly, every time being carefree. I love him and all that he bring to my life.We are like two sides of the same coin, or even better, two faces of the same silver coin. The coin is small, but it's precious. If we're facing each other, this coin can be used to make a wish come true. The wish for our future, for each other, for live without fear of hurting the other or ourselves. This love is our silver coin.The sun is already setting. The rain has stopped, and, with the sinking of the sun, peace came into our room. The rain can't be heard from our room anymore nor we can only hear it. Our eyes can only see each other.We could have gone to a dangerous route right here, but I suddenly burst out of laughing.
- Haha... OMG I'm sorry... but ... ha ha haha...He stops kissing me and starts giggling too. We both laying down, side by side. There's a big rain outside. Though, when I listen to the sound of the rain, all I can hear is two people in love, giggling like children.I don't want to disturb this kind of moment. The rain outside, the sunlight, the lamp, the air, the voice. All of these make me feel like I'm finally alive, like I belong in such place, a happy place that's also filled with joy. You know, the one that's not often touched by sadness and pain that's why can be seen as precious.Now we have been through this journey of joy. We've met because of our interest to find those special people to be our partner. He is kind, gentle, curious, and kind-hearted. I am quiet, mysterious, and quiet-hearted. We have some things in common, but I like his honesty over anything. I don't know what's so special about him. Maybe it's just because he is so fitting for me. I don't know. There's something else that I can find it in his eyes. I don't want to show, but, I can feel it when he looks at me. It's like he can see the real me, the me that I can't show anyone.I've never thought of love like this. I don't have any background, any memory about it. Who knows if it's bad to feel so much happiness this quickly, this recklessly. For now, I try not to think too hard about it, just go with the flow. Sometimes we can feel even more scared when we try to think about it. Maybe love is the same everywhere. Even if they have a different meaning in a different place, we all still learn to love.This feeling is like the journey itself. After that, maybe I can think of why or how, but now I just enjoy the journey. More than anything, this joy is worth it, the feeling of being together, of being like there's only the two of us in this world. Indulge ourselves without a care.I don't know why I'm enjoying today so much. Maybe I just want to enjoy in such a simple moment that I don't have to worry about anything else. I don't want to wish for anything else. Just live a simple life with him and no more. I'm not sure if this is possible, I don't know if even this can make me happy enough. But for now, it's enough for me. And most of all, I'm thankful for this moment.Thank you for bringing joy over my dull life. Thank you for filling my life with color and joy. Thank you for making me happy from the very first time I saw you. I'm thankful for every single thing, even the stupid, silly worry. Because that's what has carried me up until now. The worries and fear is there, but being with him can help me overcome everything.We smile at each other, warm light falling over us. At that moment I think to myself that I wish to be with this person.Forever.
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