CHAPTER ONE

EVER since Bella Xaria is certain about what she feels towards Clinton Grande. It wasn't just infatuation, desire or admiration, it is love.

She's in love with him and she always imagined her future with him. That's one of her dreams for them; to get married one day and have their own family. Simple as it may seem but it's fulfilling.

Villamors and Grandes had a very strong connection before. They were allied. But that kind of relationship between two families ended when her youngest sister—Bria Xania got lost during the celebration of her second birthday in one of Grande's big yacht and that was long time ago.

Her father—Davis Xavier Villamor put the blame to the Grandes for the lacked of security to save his youngest daughter. The security that was provided by the Grandes failed to protect Bria Xania.

Memories from the past were vague. Xaria was still very young when that incident happened. She grew up with the feeling that even if her parents and brothers are with her, their family remained incomplete. It always felt like something was missing.

Her family couldn't just be genuinely happy despite living in a very comfortable life. Especially her mother.

They always celebrated Bria Xania's birthday every year. Most of the time, they spent her sister's special day on an island. Her parents never lose hope. They believed that she's still alive even until these days.

Hindi napagod ang kanyang magulang sa patuloy na paghahanap sa bunsong kapatid niya. Minsan, pakiramam niya ay gumagawa nalang ng sariling kwento ang mga imbestigador na inuupahan para lang mabigyan ng kahit anong report o detalye ang mommy at daddy niya.

If they weren't wealthy and if they doesn't have a businesses, they would probably go bankrupt for paying different private investigators for a very long years now.

Alam niyang hindi kailanman makukumpleto ang pamilya nila kung wala ang bunso. Ayaw na ayaw din isipin ng magulang niya na posibleng patay na ang bunso nila. Sa tuwing may nababanggit ang mga tao o ang mga imbestigador na baka hindi nakaligtas ng buhay si Bria Xania, naghi histerical ang mommy niya.

Her father cut their connections to the Grandes. Kahit silang mga anak, hindi pinapahintulutan na makipag kaibigan o kahit makipagkita man lang sa kahit na isang miyembro ng pamilyang itinuring ng kanyang ama bilang kaaway.

Xavier Villamor was devastated and desperate because he lost his beloved child.

But when she unexpectedly sees Clinton again after so many years of avoiding their family, Xaria cannot control her feelings. She's really attracted to him. She can't stop herself.

At nang nagparamdam si Clinton na interesado rin sa kanya, pareho nilang hindi na pinigilan pa na ipagpatuloy ang relasyon kahit na lihim lang 'yon.

Laying on the sofa, while her legs are wide apart, Xaria let out another moan when Clinton's tongue glided on her femininity.

He's holding her one leg while the other one is rested at the backrest of the sofa. She's very naked but the cold air conditioner of his condo is not enough to kill the fire that burns her body.

Xaria lower down her sleepy eyes and see Clinton's muscled back in between her thighs. His head is moving up and down as he licks her flesh. His one hand on her leg and the other one is playing with her nipple.

"Mmmm..." she bites her lips and arched her body to feel him more.

After her last subject that day, she decided to visit him since it's Saturday and he doesn't have work. Hindi niya alam kung ano ang ginagawa ni Clinton sa mga boydguard niya na hindi siya ini-istorbo kapag magkasama sila.

They can't date outside. They can't be seen together in public. She doesn't want her parents to know about her relationship with a Grande. Dahil alam niyang pagbabawalan sila at paghihiwalayin lang. Baka pa ipatapon siya sa ibang bansa kapag nagkataon. At ayaw niyang umabot sa gano'n. They need to be very, very careful.

"Ohhh... Clinton..."

Ramdam na ramdam niya ang dila ng kasintahan na masarap na humahagod sa pagkababae niya. Walang sawa 'yon kahit pa halos mag kalahating oras na yata sila sa gano'n na posisyon.

She came multiple times already but he's still not satisfied. He was always like that. He likes licking and tasting her femininity so much.

Kaya tuloy kapag mag isa siya sa silid niya, walang laman ang isip niya kundi kung paano siya paligahayin ni Clinton sa tuwing magkasama sila. It was like a curse that she will never forget.

When the tip of his tongue found her swollen nub again, she couldn't help but to grip on his hair.

Mariin siyang napapikit habang kagat ang pang ibabang labi nang labis na maluguran habang sinusungkil-sungkil ng dila nito ang parteng 'yon ng pagkababae niya.

"Clinton! Ahhh! Mmm!"

He would play and tease her cl*toris, then he would suck it until she screams his name.

Naglikot siya at halos manginig muli ang mga hita nang kumalat ang kiliti sa kanyang puson dahil sa paraan nang pag sipsip nito sa kuntil na 'yon na halatang sarap na sarap talaga.

"Tang ina..." he cursed under his breath and pinned her down as he continued sucking her damn cl*t.

Xaria felt like her world stopped from spinning again when she tasted heaven after that long suck. Talagang pinanggigilan ni Clinton 'yon!

She can feel how it throbbed while his tongue is teasing her entrance. Habang lumalabas ang likido galing sa entrada niya, naka-abang naman doon ang dila ng kasintahan. He's tasting every amount that came out from her.

Clinton was her first in everything.

She will never forget the first time they made love. He even had to call a doctor to check on her because of her fever and her femininity is swollen, bloody red and sore as hell!

Kahit siya ay matindi ang kaba sa mga oras na 'yon. Ni hindi siya makagalaw dahil talagang sobrang sakit ng pagkababae niya.

His lips travelled up to her flat stomach from kissing her legs and thighs. Tumataas ang mga balahibo niya sa katawan dahil sa paraan kung paano siya nito romansahin.

She had to parted her legs more to accommodate his wide frame. He's kissing the sides of her boobs. Alam niyang pinagpapahinga lang siya nito bago siya angkinin.

Xaria caressed his dark brown hair. While he's busy with her breast. Gusto niyang mangırı ngunit mas lamang na nalalasing siya sa sensasyon.

Her eyes dropped on him when she felt him grabbed her boob, squeezed it gently, then rolled his tongue around her nipple. Para siyang nilalagnat habang pinapanood ito sa ginagawa sa katawan niya.

"We will go to the island tomorrow. No kiss mark, please..." she reminded him.

Clinton smirked.

He looked up on her behind his thick lashes. His dark grayish eyes always mesmerized her. Parang may patibong sa mga matang 'yon at palagi siyang nahuhulog ng walang kamalay-malay.

He doesn't always showed emotions. He's stern and intense with commanding heavy aura that made people intimidated by him.

His lips were like the color of expensive wine, but it can't be stretch for a smile; always in a grim line. It's either he's mocking or he's taunting.

His smiles are very expensive. Palagi'y seryoso at hindi puwedeng mabiro. Kaya nakatutuwang isipin na nakakaya niya itong pangitiin at patawanin paminsan-minsan.

The 5 O'clock shadow of his stubble defined his jawline. It created an illusion of his maturity. It made him virile and devilishly handsome. His demeanor is like an aristocrat.

Gumapang ang malambot na palad niya sa panga nito at marahan na hinaplos ang gaspang sa bahaging 'yon. He kissed her palm then went back from kissing her breast.

There are wavy strands that falls on his forehead down to the sides of his eyes. The length of his hair is longer than usual. He could easily rock a top knot hairstyle if he wants to.

Sa tuwing ganito ang posisyon nila. Na nasa ibabaw niya ito, at nagugulo ang buhok, mas nagpapatunay iyon sa kanya na nakalulugod nga ang ginagawa nila.

Nahinto lang si Xaria sa malaya niyang paninitig kay Clinton nang maramdaman niya ang tumutukso sa entrada ng kanyang pagkababae.

"W-where's the lube?" She panicked a bit.

"You're soaking wet. Do you think we need that?" His lips found her jaw.

"Of course! You're huge. We need that."

He sighed and get up a bit to get the lubricant bottle just above her head where a mini table was located.

"Here..." inilahad niya sa harap nito ang dalawang palad niya.

His eyes squinted but he can't do anything but to obey her.

He poured the right amount of oil above her palm. Ikinalat niya 'yon sa kanyang palad at nang matapos ay hinanap ang pagkalalaki ng kasintahan.

And for her convenience, he gets up a bit and kneel in between her legs.

Uminit ang pisngi niya habang marahan na ipinapahid niya ang oil sa matigas na ari gamit ang dalawang palad. She couldn't even look at it!

She knows his size. It wasn't a normal size in the Philippines. He's gifted because of course he has Italian blood and his mother has foreign blood too. He's mixed race like her.

She gasped when his shaft throbbed against her palms. It gets thicker and harder! She could almost feel the protruding veins of it on her fingers.

"What if I would try to have a taste of you?" She innocently asked.

"I don't think it's a good idea right now, Xaria."

"Why not?"

Clinton shook his head. Hindi talaga papayag na titikman niya ito.

"We will do it maybe some other time-"

"Why nga?" She gripped his shaft, not wanting to let it go.

His eyes darkened with familiar desire on it. Then his lips parted when her other hand found his balls. They are full and hot like her breasts. He needs some release.

Matamis siyang ngumiti habang hinihimas ang ari nito. Tila pang aakit na payagan siyang tikman 'yon kahit na saglit lang.

"Tikhim lang naman, ah..." her voice softened.

Maging ang mga mata niya ay namumungay na rin. Habang si Clinton ay mariin na ang titig sa kanya. Ang panga ay tahimik na umiigting. Animo ilan pang sandali ay mapaparusahan na siya kung ipipilit niya ang gusto.

"Please... Clinton..."

He let out a breath. He seemed thorn between letting her do what she wants or stopping himself to get seduced by her voice.

Nang maingat na umalis ito mula sa pagkakaluhod sa pagitan ng kanyang mga hita, para siyang nawalan ng pag asa talaga. Hindi niya magagawa ang nais.

She is pouting her lips as she slowly let go of his shaft. Dumulas ang kahabaan nito sa kanyang palad... para talaga siyang nalungkot.

"Turn around," he commanded.

Hindi niya 'yon agad nasunod kaagad dahil nakahiga siya. Malambing na inangat niya ang kamay para kunin 'yon ni Clinton at matulungan siyang bumangon.

He's standing very proudly. He's naked and her eyes are really feasting his body. From his wide shoulders. His iron clad chest that matted with tiny hair. His ripped sweaty stomach. Even the veins on his forearms, gave her stomach so many butterflies.

Naka isang linya na ang labi nito nang kunin ang kanyang kamay upang gabayan siya.

Xaria wheezed when Clinton hold her waist and made her face the backrest of the sofa in front of her.

Napapikit siya nang kaagad na ipinagdikit nito ang katawan nila habang ang isang braso ay nakapalibot sa bewang niya. His body is hot as hers. The heat between them is slowly burning her.

"Kneel," he whispered sensually behind her ear.

It feels like something inside her stomach exploded that made her femininity throbbed. Ang boses nito bagamat malalim at paos, mas lamang na nahalina siya... naliliyo. Tila siya tuyong dahon na sinigaan at hindi na maawat pa ang walang awa na pagkalat ng apoy.

Xaria slowly rested her knees above the black leather sofa. Her elbows were place above the head rest of it.

Clinton's long fingers found her flesh. He rubs her there slowly and feverishly. Pakiramdam niya ay lalaganatin siya sa tindi ng kaluguran.

While his other arm is wrapped around her waist, the other one is in between her thighs. She feels his hard member poking her butt cheek.

When he felt like she's ready for him, his manhood made its way to her entrance from behind.

Ipinikit niya ang mga mata at napaliyad nang unti-unting pumasok sa loob ng pagkababae niya ang nag uumigting sa tigas na ari ng kasintahan. Its thickness stretched her tight hole.

She almost tasted the pain because she's still not used to his size but it's bearable unlike their first time.

"Uuhhh..." She whimpered then made herself comfortable being filled by him again.

Clinton started to kiss her sweaty neck but he doesn't move yet. Kapwa tila dinadama nila ang ligayang hatid ng kanilang pag iisa.

"You're so tight," his controlled voice and his hot breath tickled her neck.

"I'll get to use to your size one day."

"Uh-huh." Hinalikan nito ang kanyang balikat. "We need to do this often."

"For what? Para hindi na tight?"

He didn't answer. Naramdaman niya nalang ang isang kamay nito na gumapang sa harap niya at huminto sa kanyang puson.

When he thrusted, her lips parted because she felt the tip on the depth of her.

"We need to see each other often to make love." She said and tilted her neck so that he could have a freedom to kiss her there.

Lumipad ang isip niya nang nag umpisa na si Clinton na bayuhin ang pagkababae niya sa sunud-sunod na paraan na animo may hinahabol ito.

"Aaahh! Ahh! Ohhh..."

The pleasure and pain combined as she accepted every thrust he made wholeheartedly.

His hand on her lower abdomen moved down until his middle finger found her cl*t. While he's taking her deeply from behind, he's rubbing her swollen nub. Nagsama ang ligaya at walang mapaglagyan ang bawat ungol na umaalpas sa kanyang labi.

Their sweaty bodies, their heavy breathing, her moans, the sounds they made every time he thrusts, were like a melody that can make her heart beat fast.

"Clinton! Ohhh! Oohhh!"

Napakapit siya sa matigas na braso nitong nakayakap sa kanya nang maramdaman ang pag galaw nang mahabang sofa.

She's not afraid to fall because she knew he wouldn't let that happen. It's just that the impact of his movement is too harsh that it made her boobs bounced.

Xaria even had to hold her boobs for support.

At nang mapansin ni Clinton na nadadamay ang mga 'yon sa mabawat marahas na pag ulos nito sa kanyang pagkababae, hinawakan nito ang dibdib niya habang marahan na nakapisil doon. Still, she knew, his grips will leave a mark to her skin.

"Mmm... aaahhh... ahhh... Clinton... oh... my..."

"Fuck!" He buried his face at the space between her neck and shoulder.

Naka-awang ang kanyang labi dahil sa labis na kaluguran. Ang paraan ng bawat pag labas masok ng pagkalalaki nito sa loob niya ay nagpapatirik ng mga mata niya.

Idagdag pa ang kiliting dulot ng daliri nitong walang tigil sa paghagod at paglalaro sa kuntil na 'yon ng kanyang pagkababae. Nahihibang siya at animo naliligaw sa paraisong nabuo sa pagitan nilang dalawa.

The protruding veins on his forearms that is wrapped just under her breasts looked sexy and at the same time, dangerous. Namamawis na rin 'yon ngunit dumagdag lang sa init na nararamdaman niya ang nakikita.

The creaking sounds of the sofa is bothering her. Alam niya naman na matibay 'yon pero ayaw niyang masira nila 'yon. Lalo pa at marahas na ang bawat galaw ng kasintahan niya.

"Clinton.... Mmm... the... so... sofa... mmm...Ohh... Ohhh.... I think... w-we... aahhh! Gonna break it... oohhh..."

"Sshh... I'll just buy another one," his breathing was heavy and it sounded erotic.

Ilan pang mararahas na ulos ng kasintahan ay naramdaman niya ang paglubog ng kanyang mga tuhod at naramdaman din nito 'yon!

"Tang ina," he cursed and carried her to the bed without removing his hard member inside of her, making her feel his tip on her lower abdomen!

"Clinton!" Singhap niya nang padapain siya nito sa dulo ng kama.

Xaria is facing the bed. Naipit ang kanyang dibdib sa malambot na kama habang hawak ni Clinton ang palapulsuhan niya na nasa likod niya naman.

Her position was like a criminal who got caught by an aggressive hot police officer and pinned her down. The good thing is... it's her boyfriend that caught her and pinned her onto the bed.

Bumagal ang paglabas-masok nito sa pagkababae niya. It made her feel him more inside. Napapikit siya sa kaluguran na tinatamasa. Ang paghinga niya ay muling bumibigat.

"Is this okay?" He asked gently.

Tumango siya ng bahagya. Medyo gusto niya rin ang posisyon na 'yon lalo at mas senswal ang galaw ng kasintahan niya.

Ang mga masasarap na ungol niya ang pumuno sa buong sillid habang malalim, mabagal at nakaliliyo siyang inangkin ng lalaking mahal.

She's always willing to give herself to him. She loves him so much that she doesn't care about the fact that she's still very young to engage in premarital sex.

She doesn't care if her father would get angry at her once he discovered that she has a relationship with Clinton Grande.

There's nothing in this world could ever change her mind about planning her life with him. Because she knows that... that's what he wants for them as well.

Clinton loves her. He will do everything for her. And that's what matters.

The only thing that worried her at the moment is the fact that at the age of eighteen, she gets pregnant by him.