The Sex Goddess First Love Published Under Sizzle
Nag-uunahang tumulo ang mga luha ko habang naglalakad ako sa gilid nang kalsada. Hindi ko na pinansin ang malamig na hangin na dumadampi sa balat ko. Alam kong si Jason ang mas higit na may karapatan kay Andi dahil kasal sila pero hindi ko napigilan ang sarili kong sugurin siya kanina. Hindi ko kayang masikmurang panoorin si Andi na hinahawakan at hinahalikan ng ibang lalaki na katulad ng paghawak at paghalik ko sa kanya. I can still see Andi's angry face when she she slapped me across the face and told me to get out of her house. Pakiramdam ko parang pinipiga ang puso ko. It hurts so much that it almost felt like physical pain. Humugot ako ng malalim na hininga para kahit paano ay mabawasan ang paninikip ng dibdib ko. The cold air when through my lungs and I exhaled it. I wonder what they're doing right now. Are they already fucking their brains out? My hands clenched inside my pocket. The thought of that made me want to hit something or someone, specifically, Jason.I strolled down the street of New York. Pilit kong nilibang ang sarili ko. Ayokong isipin ang posibleng nangyayari ngayon kay Jason at Andi dahil baka iyon pa ang ikabaliw ko. I stopped in front of a bar. I should just probably drown myself in alcohol before I lose my sanity. Pumasok ako sa loob at umupo sa isang stool sa harap ng bar counter. I called the waiter and ordered something to drink."Hey." Napalingon ako sa nagmamay-ari ng boses na iyon. It was from a blonde-haired woman sitting beside me. She smiled at me and winked at me and I smiled back at her before downing a shot of whiskey I had in my hand. "I've never seen you here before. You're not from around here, are you?"
I shook my head. "So, where are you from then?""I'm from the Philippines." "I've never been there but I've heard alot about it." She said. I'm not really in the mood to talk to anyone right now. I wish she would just leave me alone. "Oh by the way, I'm Loise. And you are?""Tristan." I said without looking at her. I want to be left alone and I want to stop thinking. I just want to drink and forget about what happened earlier. I want to numb this pain I'm feeling."So, Tristan, what brings you to the big apple?" She asked."It's a long story." I replied with a sigh.Ngumiti siya sa akin. "I have plenty of time."Napilitan akong ikuwento sa kanya ang mga nangyari. Ang pagsunod ko kay Andi dito at sa nangyari kanina. We drank and talk and she let me vent out my feelings. After awhile Loise started getting flirty and touchy-feely with me. I felt her hand stroking my thigh. When I looked at her she gave me a suggestive wink. She then sat on my lap and kissed me. I didn't try to stop, I torridly kissed her back.Hell! I'm not going to sit here and mope while she's having sex with her husband. That's not fucking fair. We got out of the bar and went to my hotel room. Before I knew it, we were lying on the bed making out and undressing each other. Andi's POVDinampot ko ang jacket na naiwan ni Tristan kagabi. Something fell out of the pocket and I picked it up. A hotel key card and a piece of paper that had his room number on it. He's staying at a hotel near here. Last night, I did the same thing he did to me years ago. Pinagtabuyan ko siya katulad ng ginawa niya sa akin noon. I should feel better dahil nakaganti na ako sa ginawa niya. But I don't. I feel horrible.Hindi ko naman talaga pinlano ang nangyari kagabi. I didn't know na uuwi pala nang gabing iyon si Jason, I thought he was going to be spending the night at his friends house dahil iyon ang paalam niya sa akin. I unconsciously bit my lower lips, hindi ko makalimutan ang sinabi niya bago siya umalis. He said he loves me. I shook my head and pushed that thought out of my head. I'm not buying that bullshit anymore. The old stupid Andi was long gone."Good morning, wife." Jason came out of the kitchen holding a coffee mug."Morning." I said, giving him a slight smile. Jason can be cocky sometimes but he's really a great person. You just have to give him a shot. I thought when I married him my life would be miserable but I was wrong. He had always been there for me when I needed someone, kahit ngayon nandito pa rin siya sa tabi ko para tulungan ako. He helped me put myself back together again."You look tired, did you sleep at all?" Tanong niya.
"Of course, I did." I answered. Nagkibit-balikat na lang siya."I've already booked our flights for tomorrow." He said, enthusiastically. "Great!" I tried to sound excited. Gusto kong magdalawang-isip sa gagawin namin. Kaya ko pa bang ituloy ang plano kahit na may sakit si Harold. But then I thought, kulang pa ngang kabayaran iyon sa kinuha nila sa akin. They took my baby's life. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang dapat kong gawin. Nagtatalo ang isip ko. I just need to get some fresh air and think. "I'm just gonna go our for a walk."I left the house and walked down the street for a few minutes until I found myself hailing a cab and asking the cabby to drive me at the hotel Tristan was staying at. What the hell am I doing? Tanong ko sa sarili ko habang nakaupo sa likod ng cab.The taxi pulled up in front of the hotel. I made my way into the building and stepped into the elevator. Huminto ang elevator sa floor na pinindot ko. I strolled down the hall and looked for his room number. I slid the key card into the lock and quietly opened the door. Nakasarado ang ilaw at ang kurtina kaya madilim sa loob ng kwarto. Kinapa ko ang switch at binuksan iyon. I went to his bed and sat on the edge of it. I pulled the covers off him and was shock to see a naked girl lying beside him. For a moment, I saw complete red. My chest heaved up and down really fast."You son of a bitch!" Dinampot ko ang unan sa tabi niya at hinampas sa kanya. "W-what the-" He opened his eyes, looking confused and disoriented. He blinked a few times bago namilog ang mga mata niya. "Andi, a-ano'ng ginagawa mo dito? Paano-" That bastard! He was having sex with another woman habang hindi ako makatulog kakaisip sa kanya kagabi. I felt my eyes burning. I tried my best to hold my tears back, I wasn't going to let him see me cry. I am so stupid. I can't believe I almost believed his lie! "What's going on?" The blonde haired slut lifted up her head. She looked at me confused before looking at Tristan. "Who is she?"Hindi niya pinansin ang babae. He sat up and tried to touch me pero mabilis akong tumayo sa kama. I looked at him with intense anger. "Andi... I..." He paused, probably thinking of another lie to tell me. I guess wala na siyang maisip when he sighed and cursed. "You're a fucking liar. May pa- I love you, I love you ka pa! Walanghiya ka." "I... I think I better go." I heard miss Blondie said before getting up from the bed and picking her clothes up.I tried to regain my composure. I turned around ready to leave when he grabbed me by the wrist. "You are not going to leave. Mag-uusap tayo." I tried to free myself from his grip but he wouldn't let me. Hinawakan niya ako hanggang makabihis si blondie at makalabas. "Is she a prostitute? Did you pick up a prostitute last night?!" My voice boomed all over the room. "Ang cheap mo talaga! Sabagay, dati ka naman call boy kaya bagay na bagay kayo." I couldn't contain my anger and those words just came pouring out of my mouth before I had the chance to even think about it.
"So what if she's a prostitute? Ano bang ikinagagalit mo? Wala naman tayong relasyon. I can have sex with whoever I want." He said in a low, dark voice.
I just stood there, dumbfounded for a moment. I didn't know what to say dahil tama naman siya. I don't have the right na magalit dahil wala naman kaming relasyon. But God, hearing that from him hurts so much."Why are you here, anyway? Pumunta ka ba dito dahil hindi ka mapaligaya ng asawa mo?" He said with a smirk. "Tell me I fuck you better than your husband."Namilog ang mga mata ko. I slapped him across the face for the second time since last night. He pushed me up against the wall and looked at me intensely in the eyes. I placed my hands on his chest and tried pushing him but he wouldn't budge."Tristan..."My eyes grew bigger when I felt his hardness pressing against my stomach. I looked down and there it was, standing proudly. I started to get that tingling sensation in the pit of my stomach. I want that buried inside me. But I suddenly remembered that he slept with a prostitute, I felt my anger coming back and the sensation fading away.Sinubukan niyang halikan ako sa labi but I turned my head and his lips landed on my cheek. "Get off me." I whispered, half-heartedly. His hot tongue licked my cheek and I had to bite mine to supress a moan. His one hand cupped my right breast as he began trailing small and light kisses on my cheek. "Tristan, stop." I said when I felt his lips brushed my earlobe. He then started sucking and nibbling on it and a stifled moan escaped my lips. His hand kneaded my breast while the other one started making its way down. He rubbed me through my jeans causing wet heat to pool in my panties."I'm just scratch for your itch, aren't I?" He whispered in my ears with a hint of pain in his voice. His hands went on the button of my jeans and he undid it. Ipinasok niya ang kamay niya sa loob. I bit my lower lips to keep myself from moaning as he touch my wet folds. He traced his finger along my slit over and over. "Is this want you want? Your husband can't get you off?"A soft moan left my mouth when he placed his finger on my clit and slowly rub it. His lips went down to my neck and sucked on it. I wanted to get lost in his touch but God, he slept with another woman last night. Hindi mawala sa isip ko iyon. I took a deep breath gathering enough strength to push him away. "Don't you ever touch me again!" I said in a loud shaky voice. Before he could come near me again, tumakbo ako palabas ng hotel room. I heard him calling my name but I ignore him. I ran to the elevator and I pressed the down button. The thirty seconds it took for elevator door to open felt like an eternity. Pinigil ko ang mga luha ko. No, I'm not going to cry for him. I shouldn't cry for someone who isn't worth it._________I'm sorry it took me awhile to update and I'm so sorry for this short and crappy update. Stupid writer's block :/
I shook my head. "So, where are you from then?""I'm from the Philippines." "I've never been there but I've heard alot about it." She said. I'm not really in the mood to talk to anyone right now. I wish she would just leave me alone. "Oh by the way, I'm Loise. And you are?""Tristan." I said without looking at her. I want to be left alone and I want to stop thinking. I just want to drink and forget about what happened earlier. I want to numb this pain I'm feeling."So, Tristan, what brings you to the big apple?" She asked."It's a long story." I replied with a sigh.Ngumiti siya sa akin. "I have plenty of time."Napilitan akong ikuwento sa kanya ang mga nangyari. Ang pagsunod ko kay Andi dito at sa nangyari kanina. We drank and talk and she let me vent out my feelings. After awhile Loise started getting flirty and touchy-feely with me. I felt her hand stroking my thigh. When I looked at her she gave me a suggestive wink. She then sat on my lap and kissed me. I didn't try to stop, I torridly kissed her back.Hell! I'm not going to sit here and mope while she's having sex with her husband. That's not fucking fair. We got out of the bar and went to my hotel room. Before I knew it, we were lying on the bed making out and undressing each other. Andi's POVDinampot ko ang jacket na naiwan ni Tristan kagabi. Something fell out of the pocket and I picked it up. A hotel key card and a piece of paper that had his room number on it. He's staying at a hotel near here. Last night, I did the same thing he did to me years ago. Pinagtabuyan ko siya katulad ng ginawa niya sa akin noon. I should feel better dahil nakaganti na ako sa ginawa niya. But I don't. I feel horrible.Hindi ko naman talaga pinlano ang nangyari kagabi. I didn't know na uuwi pala nang gabing iyon si Jason, I thought he was going to be spending the night at his friends house dahil iyon ang paalam niya sa akin. I unconsciously bit my lower lips, hindi ko makalimutan ang sinabi niya bago siya umalis. He said he loves me. I shook my head and pushed that thought out of my head. I'm not buying that bullshit anymore. The old stupid Andi was long gone."Good morning, wife." Jason came out of the kitchen holding a coffee mug."Morning." I said, giving him a slight smile. Jason can be cocky sometimes but he's really a great person. You just have to give him a shot. I thought when I married him my life would be miserable but I was wrong. He had always been there for me when I needed someone, kahit ngayon nandito pa rin siya sa tabi ko para tulungan ako. He helped me put myself back together again."You look tired, did you sleep at all?" Tanong niya.
"Of course, I did." I answered. Nagkibit-balikat na lang siya."I've already booked our flights for tomorrow." He said, enthusiastically. "Great!" I tried to sound excited. Gusto kong magdalawang-isip sa gagawin namin. Kaya ko pa bang ituloy ang plano kahit na may sakit si Harold. But then I thought, kulang pa ngang kabayaran iyon sa kinuha nila sa akin. They took my baby's life. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang dapat kong gawin. Nagtatalo ang isip ko. I just need to get some fresh air and think. "I'm just gonna go our for a walk."I left the house and walked down the street for a few minutes until I found myself hailing a cab and asking the cabby to drive me at the hotel Tristan was staying at. What the hell am I doing? Tanong ko sa sarili ko habang nakaupo sa likod ng cab.The taxi pulled up in front of the hotel. I made my way into the building and stepped into the elevator. Huminto ang elevator sa floor na pinindot ko. I strolled down the hall and looked for his room number. I slid the key card into the lock and quietly opened the door. Nakasarado ang ilaw at ang kurtina kaya madilim sa loob ng kwarto. Kinapa ko ang switch at binuksan iyon. I went to his bed and sat on the edge of it. I pulled the covers off him and was shock to see a naked girl lying beside him. For a moment, I saw complete red. My chest heaved up and down really fast."You son of a bitch!" Dinampot ko ang unan sa tabi niya at hinampas sa kanya. "W-what the-" He opened his eyes, looking confused and disoriented. He blinked a few times bago namilog ang mga mata niya. "Andi, a-ano'ng ginagawa mo dito? Paano-" That bastard! He was having sex with another woman habang hindi ako makatulog kakaisip sa kanya kagabi. I felt my eyes burning. I tried my best to hold my tears back, I wasn't going to let him see me cry. I am so stupid. I can't believe I almost believed his lie! "What's going on?" The blonde haired slut lifted up her head. She looked at me confused before looking at Tristan. "Who is she?"Hindi niya pinansin ang babae. He sat up and tried to touch me pero mabilis akong tumayo sa kama. I looked at him with intense anger. "Andi... I..." He paused, probably thinking of another lie to tell me. I guess wala na siyang maisip when he sighed and cursed. "You're a fucking liar. May pa- I love you, I love you ka pa! Walanghiya ka." "I... I think I better go." I heard miss Blondie said before getting up from the bed and picking her clothes up.I tried to regain my composure. I turned around ready to leave when he grabbed me by the wrist. "You are not going to leave. Mag-uusap tayo." I tried to free myself from his grip but he wouldn't let me. Hinawakan niya ako hanggang makabihis si blondie at makalabas. "Is she a prostitute? Did you pick up a prostitute last night?!" My voice boomed all over the room. "Ang cheap mo talaga! Sabagay, dati ka naman call boy kaya bagay na bagay kayo." I couldn't contain my anger and those words just came pouring out of my mouth before I had the chance to even think about it.
"So what if she's a prostitute? Ano bang ikinagagalit mo? Wala naman tayong relasyon. I can have sex with whoever I want." He said in a low, dark voice.
I just stood there, dumbfounded for a moment. I didn't know what to say dahil tama naman siya. I don't have the right na magalit dahil wala naman kaming relasyon. But God, hearing that from him hurts so much."Why are you here, anyway? Pumunta ka ba dito dahil hindi ka mapaligaya ng asawa mo?" He said with a smirk. "Tell me I fuck you better than your husband."Namilog ang mga mata ko. I slapped him across the face for the second time since last night. He pushed me up against the wall and looked at me intensely in the eyes. I placed my hands on his chest and tried pushing him but he wouldn't budge."Tristan..."My eyes grew bigger when I felt his hardness pressing against my stomach. I looked down and there it was, standing proudly. I started to get that tingling sensation in the pit of my stomach. I want that buried inside me. But I suddenly remembered that he slept with a prostitute, I felt my anger coming back and the sensation fading away.Sinubukan niyang halikan ako sa labi but I turned my head and his lips landed on my cheek. "Get off me." I whispered, half-heartedly. His hot tongue licked my cheek and I had to bite mine to supress a moan. His one hand cupped my right breast as he began trailing small and light kisses on my cheek. "Tristan, stop." I said when I felt his lips brushed my earlobe. He then started sucking and nibbling on it and a stifled moan escaped my lips. His hand kneaded my breast while the other one started making its way down. He rubbed me through my jeans causing wet heat to pool in my panties."I'm just scratch for your itch, aren't I?" He whispered in my ears with a hint of pain in his voice. His hands went on the button of my jeans and he undid it. Ipinasok niya ang kamay niya sa loob. I bit my lower lips to keep myself from moaning as he touch my wet folds. He traced his finger along my slit over and over. "Is this want you want? Your husband can't get you off?"A soft moan left my mouth when he placed his finger on my clit and slowly rub it. His lips went down to my neck and sucked on it. I wanted to get lost in his touch but God, he slept with another woman last night. Hindi mawala sa isip ko iyon. I took a deep breath gathering enough strength to push him away. "Don't you ever touch me again!" I said in a loud shaky voice. Before he could come near me again, tumakbo ako palabas ng hotel room. I heard him calling my name but I ignore him. I ran to the elevator and I pressed the down button. The thirty seconds it took for elevator door to open felt like an eternity. Pinigil ko ang mga luha ko. No, I'm not going to cry for him. I shouldn't cry for someone who isn't worth it._________I'm sorry it took me awhile to update and I'm so sorry for this short and crappy update. Stupid writer's block :/
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