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Debut or Die - 225
Persuading my roommate wasn't as difficult as I thought.— It's been a while since I've been online, so far I haven't shown any withdrawal symptoms— Yes. I-It's been a long time, MoonDae-ya...!— So, I think it would be correct to see it as a way to relieve stress, not as an addiction.— E-eeeh?— Like you said, it can be stressful if I watch it too much... but now I feel better after taking a break from it.Seon AhHyun couldn't shut his mouth, impressed that he was able to say that.— Now I think I'll be able to control my stress level before it gets too high.— O-of course, you've been doing well, MoonDae...And this is where I need to drop the wrecking ball.TN: "Wrecking ball" is a heavy steel ball, usually hung from a crane, that is used to demolish large buildings. In this case it means in a figurative sense that it will tell you something to break your doubts and convince you.— It's all thanks to you. Thanks.—...!! N-no, don't say that, it's because you adjusted well, MoonDae...!— Yes. From now on, I will control it well and monitor it without stress.And so it ended.After that, AhHyun was dragged through the activities on his schedule with a blank view as if he was scammed, but he recovered soon so he's fine.In this way, I was able to resume monitoring freely using my break times.— Preparation for tomorrow's concept photo shoot starts at seven o'clock, so don't stay up late.— Okay!And at night, after finishing all the tasks in my schedule..."It has been a long time."As soon as I lay down in bed, I entered the related communities once and for all.I slowly reviewed everything that had happened.First of all, K-NOW, which seemed to be a K-pop hell camp at first, ended up functioning as a healing camp.The smooth change of route seemed to have worked well for the viewers, and for this reason TeSTAR continued to score quite a few points.
— At first I thought Seon AhHyun was a deer, but after seeing his great mixed performance, I think he's an elk— ㅠㅠ I'm going to sue Lee SeJin, he was too nice to foreigners who wanted to look at him and it made my heart flutter— Did you see how BaeSe showed off in the photo shoot wearing sunglasses? Mrd, that's the worthy experience of a former actor who became an idol, Americans (Photo)
When our skills and wiggle room were shown compared to the idle level of normal contestants, the editors' work made the show appropriately filled with interested people.My part is concentrated at the beginning, so there wasn't a big change in later episodes, but as the behind-the-scenes reveals... There were a lot of people who said I'm cute.
—MoonDae really tries hard to learn. He's an idol who takes his job seriously and doesn't miss any chance to improve himself ㅠㅠ— What is he thinking about? He's standing up and he looks so cute ㅠㅠ (Screenshot of him standing in the corner during break)—He's so cute when he listens attentively to his sunbae-nim. What? Don't you find him cute? No way (GIF in which he appears with puppy ears)
Everything would have been fine if they hadn't quoted the behind-the-scenes scene of the special performance practice I did with CheongRyu.
— They were also on another variety show together, so they must be friends. How should I call them? Genius Idol Line? (kimchi soup)
TN: Kimchi soup = high hopes, somewhat assumed without evidence that it is like that."...They are crossing the limit."It is not the fault of the fans, but of the behind-the-scenes edition of the entertainment program. I quickly flipped through reactions from another date.It was about the GED. All thanks to the people who posted the photos of their autograph tests and surprisingly everyone says it's touching, but...—...?What's up with these guys?
— Gommer, you're watching this too, right? Hahaha a big fight is coming
I don't know why these bastards are fighting alone, but they didn't manage to scratch me anyway and they look exhausted."I got a win."... AhHyun's advice seems to have worked very well at the right time.I turned to the side of my bed. It saves me the trouble of calling him because we made eye contact.— What do you want to eat?— W-what?— As a late-night snack.AhHyun seemed to think about what this meant for a moment, and then "!!" appeared in his face and raised his upper body.— Oh, Moo-MoonDae, do you want to eat?— ...It is a clear sign that "I am not able to relate to my partner because he did not immediately understand that what I said means that I am hungry".Maybe tomorrow I'll buy him something to eat as compensation. I calmed down AhHyun, who responded by returning the question to me, and resumed my monitoring.Let's see, after that there was not much to talk about.Since it is an inactive period, the main focus was the fans' response to the moving contents and roommates.However, in recent times, the atmosphere under the water has completely changed.It started with a testimonial.____
[I saw an Islar member in a hospital]
My stomach hurt, I went to the ER and on the way home I saw some tall men in the parking lot getting out of a pickup truck.Thanks to the number of well-proportioned people surrounding him, I figured they would be idols, so I went over to check and I did see an Islar member. I verified that it was Kim RaeBin because he was not wearing a mask haha he was careless hahaBut the expression on his face didn't look too good. Maybe he has a sick family member? It seemed to be something like this(out of focus photo)____
Since it was posted in a community that believed that the private lives of celebrities were a public good, it did not receive any negative criticism and only received backlash.I held my breath."... It was not easy."But there was no way anyone could have even considered such a thing at the time.They did not know that someone was in danger of dying back then.—...Following that post, I checked for more similar content by combining the keywords "RaeBin" and "hospital".
— What does the story of RaeBin's sighting in a hospital tell?— Related conversations on that topic are locked. I don't pretend to know until RaeBin speaks directly.— All the kids went with him... I shouldn't waste my time looking at those kinds of posts, but this makes me cry...
Speculation that one of Kim RaeBin's grandparents might have been ill was almost certain.But most of the fan communities were forbidden to talk about it."The rumor spread faster than I thought."This appears to be due to the fact that the sighting testimony had been published before it was removed."The agency's response was slow."It was clear that he had missed this rumor because he was concentrating on rearranging the album preparation schedule and preparing for the media response.So it was the perfect occasion for the crazy stalker bastards to go crazy underwater.Perhaps they felt a strange sense of superiority, as if they had appropriated information that many people were curious about.
— They rented a van under the name of the manager. Are those bastards playing with each other? Hahahaha Wouldn't they practice and remember their initial mindset? ㅠ— What is the name of the girl? What is that girl's name? Is it true that they didn't talk to her? somebody find out— "We can't see them because they are on vacation." Sure, we can't see them because Gommer took Yujin to Gangwon so we don't see him~— "He's making a song" Sht, how annoying
Some people who heard information from some agency employees wrote it on their phones, spreading and distorting it.Even people who claim to be fans of RaeBin make all kinds of ridiculous speculations and accusations.
— Ah, their initial mindset was screwed up. What will happen to their full album? Hahaha I knew this day would come— I don't think anyone is dead, but why doesn't he go back to his job or to the apartment? Haha— Rebin, please, you know very well what your professional career is, don't you?— Refuse to release a full album to spend time with a sick family member? Haha, since when did his mentality become so homey?
It's pathetic."...This has not been suppressed."It was all because I had no intention of paying attention to the networks and let it go until now.— ...Damn, let's stop. I shouldn't bother criticizing myself when I still have time to fix it."Shut up and use your brain."Immediately a few ideas came to mind."First of all, I think it would be good to show you some screenshots of our group chat."I wanted to share our thoughts on RaeBin's works on our social media accounts so that it works as a kind of comeback announcement.That would put an immediate end to speculation about RaeBin's current status or anxiety about his involvement in the album...Even in the worst case it will work.I mean... Even if he can't participate in the early stages of our activities.At least that will cut down on unnecessary swearing.I know there will still be dogs ready to want to scratch us, but this time I will be ready to deal with it without problems."We will press charges against them."It is the first thing to do as soon as a team of specialists is formed. I have to finish the formation of that team in the middle of our activities even if I don't sleep a shit."Before that, I have to do what I can right now."I chose and captured the most appropriate conversations related to RaeBin's work.And I tried to quickly get consent to upload screenshots to our account.RaeBin is nocturnal, so he must still be awake.
[I think fans will like it if we take a screenshot of what we're working on. What do you think?][Keun SeJin: (Emoji that says "I agree")][Cha YooJin: He has to go out!]
People who aren't sleeping just jump up and react in favor.And RaeBin's response was timely.But the content was a bit strange.
[Kim RaeBin: It s k]
— ...?It was a typo that didn't suit her at all.Perhaps he failed to write "I think everything will be okay.""... Could he have made that mistake because he was sleepy?"I crossed my arms and waited for an answer with the most conservative attitude possible.But... after a few minutes, no corrected response came.—...That means that "he" did not want to correct his mistake and lost contact.It was not something to laugh about."The most likely situation is..."It's bullshit. I felt like a situation I was familiar with hit me hard on the head.I poked my arm with a finger."...Will it be an obituary?"If that's the case, you shouldn't call right now. Calling would only interfere in an urgent situation.I managed to come to a reasonable conclusion."... I'll check early tomorrow."By then...whether it's oatmeal or rice, it should all be cleared up.
[Keun SeJin: RaeBin-ah?]
Messages from other boys calling RaeBin several times appeared in the group chat, but it soon fell silent.Everyone seemed to understand the vibe.They must be suspicious about what could have happened.— ...I will answer as rationally as possible... To find out, I must think deeply."The obituary should not coincide with the post on our social media accounts. No way."I decided to put the post on hold.So I put down my phone and lay down on the bed.— Moo-MoonDae, are you going...?— Yes."Let's not think about useless things and just sleep."I don't have free time to think about this.I didn't sleep well at night, but was able to fall asleep at dawn after taking a sleeping pill due to exhaustion.However, even after the sun shone brightly, there was no contact from Kim RaeBin.* * *
It's after eight in the morning.— Let's call him.— W-we don't know what the situation is, why don't we wait a little longer...?— I'll call him!— Wait. We are already late to meet our schedule. Let's talk while we move.The living room was full of people giving their opinions on the current situation.The time to go to the practice room is over. I sat on the sofa and bowed my head."Dammit."I can not think."It's because I couldn't sleep well."This guess is also an excuse. "Bacchus 500" works fine. It's not about fatigue, it's about my state of mind.I exhaled air."...I'll have to check it out."...If I put it off any longer, it might spare me. Now I really have to call.And just at that moment...Deureureureuk!—...!The phone in my hand rang.It was... a phone call.— Is it Kim Rae Bin?Yes, it was Kim Rae Bin.Without even thinking about it, I immediately pressed the button to receive the call and brought the phone close to my ear.— Hello.— Hyung!Raebin's voice was...Bright and full of emotion.— Last night m-my grandmother fully regained consciousness... and we were able to talk!—...!!It was not an obituary.Suddenly, a strange sense of relief welled up inside me, like fireworks exploding and rising from my feet to the top of my head.And I freaked out.I don't know if that's good, but I couldn't control my voice.— Then you should have called me right away...!— I'm sorry! I wanted to wait until it was nine o'clock in the morning because I thought that if I called you in the middle of the night, it would disturb you because it would disturb your sleep...!— ...I was speechless for such a stupid answer.I took the phone away from my ear feeling frustrated. The boys gathered around me.— Is it Kim Raebin?!— Is he okay?Ryu CheongWoo asked in a low voice.— MoonDae-ya, can I talk to him?— ... Yes.I handed him my phone.The voices of those who rushed in and chatted animatedly on my phone rang in my ears.— RaeBinie~ I like how your voice sounds!— H-how are you?I don't know.It was strangely refreshing.I don't know if it was because of Kim RaeBin, because of my phone, because of this damn situation or status window... or because of some shit...But my fatigue disappeared."I'm crazy."I smiled incredulously and pressed my forehead.— RaeBin-ah said that he will come tonight!— Oh, it's a perfect day~That's right.Sometimes things happen that seem perfect and this case seems to be one of them.As soon as I got my phone back, I logged on to social media."I must hurry up and do what I wanted."I felt tickles on my head and hands.
* * *
That morning.It had been less than an hour since Kim RaeBin called Park MoonDae.And a short post appeared on the official TeSTAR account.____Dugeun dugeun (photo)
____TN: "두근두근" is the onomatopoeia for heartbeat.
The post, which was uploaded without revealing who posted it, was accompanied by a screenshot of a friendly group chat carefully selected by Park MoonDae.
— Hul guysㅠㅠ
It was the sign that they were working for his comeback.
Persuading my roommate wasn't as difficult as I thought.— It's been a while since I've been online, so far I haven't shown any withdrawal symptoms— Yes. I-It's been a long time, MoonDae-ya...!— So, I think it would be correct to see it as a way to relieve stress, not as an addiction.— E-eeeh?— Like you said, it can be stressful if I watch it too much... but now I feel better after taking a break from it.Seon AhHyun couldn't shut his mouth, impressed that he was able to say that.— Now I think I'll be able to control my stress level before it gets too high.— O-of course, you've been doing well, MoonDae...And this is where I need to drop the wrecking ball.TN: "Wrecking ball" is a heavy steel ball, usually hung from a crane, that is used to demolish large buildings. In this case it means in a figurative sense that it will tell you something to break your doubts and convince you.— It's all thanks to you. Thanks.—...!! N-no, don't say that, it's because you adjusted well, MoonDae...!— Yes. From now on, I will control it well and monitor it without stress.And so it ended.After that, AhHyun was dragged through the activities on his schedule with a blank view as if he was scammed, but he recovered soon so he's fine.In this way, I was able to resume monitoring freely using my break times.— Preparation for tomorrow's concept photo shoot starts at seven o'clock, so don't stay up late.— Okay!And at night, after finishing all the tasks in my schedule..."It has been a long time."As soon as I lay down in bed, I entered the related communities once and for all.I slowly reviewed everything that had happened.First of all, K-NOW, which seemed to be a K-pop hell camp at first, ended up functioning as a healing camp.The smooth change of route seemed to have worked well for the viewers, and for this reason TeSTAR continued to score quite a few points.
— At first I thought Seon AhHyun was a deer, but after seeing his great mixed performance, I think he's an elk— ㅠㅠ I'm going to sue Lee SeJin, he was too nice to foreigners who wanted to look at him and it made my heart flutter— Did you see how BaeSe showed off in the photo shoot wearing sunglasses? Mrd, that's the worthy experience of a former actor who became an idol, Americans (Photo)
When our skills and wiggle room were shown compared to the idle level of normal contestants, the editors' work made the show appropriately filled with interested people.My part is concentrated at the beginning, so there wasn't a big change in later episodes, but as the behind-the-scenes reveals... There were a lot of people who said I'm cute.
—MoonDae really tries hard to learn. He's an idol who takes his job seriously and doesn't miss any chance to improve himself ㅠㅠ— What is he thinking about? He's standing up and he looks so cute ㅠㅠ (Screenshot of him standing in the corner during break)—He's so cute when he listens attentively to his sunbae-nim. What? Don't you find him cute? No way (GIF in which he appears with puppy ears)
Everything would have been fine if they hadn't quoted the behind-the-scenes scene of the special performance practice I did with CheongRyu.
— They were also on another variety show together, so they must be friends. How should I call them? Genius Idol Line? (kimchi soup)
TN: Kimchi soup = high hopes, somewhat assumed without evidence that it is like that."...They are crossing the limit."It is not the fault of the fans, but of the behind-the-scenes edition of the entertainment program. I quickly flipped through reactions from another date.It was about the GED. All thanks to the people who posted the photos of their autograph tests and surprisingly everyone says it's touching, but...—...?What's up with these guys?
— Gommer, you're watching this too, right? Hahaha a big fight is coming
I don't know why these bastards are fighting alone, but they didn't manage to scratch me anyway and they look exhausted."I got a win."... AhHyun's advice seems to have worked very well at the right time.I turned to the side of my bed. It saves me the trouble of calling him because we made eye contact.— What do you want to eat?— W-what?— As a late-night snack.AhHyun seemed to think about what this meant for a moment, and then "!!" appeared in his face and raised his upper body.— Oh, Moo-MoonDae, do you want to eat?— ...It is a clear sign that "I am not able to relate to my partner because he did not immediately understand that what I said means that I am hungry".Maybe tomorrow I'll buy him something to eat as compensation. I calmed down AhHyun, who responded by returning the question to me, and resumed my monitoring.Let's see, after that there was not much to talk about.Since it is an inactive period, the main focus was the fans' response to the moving contents and roommates.However, in recent times, the atmosphere under the water has completely changed.It started with a testimonial.____
[I saw an Islar member in a hospital]
My stomach hurt, I went to the ER and on the way home I saw some tall men in the parking lot getting out of a pickup truck.Thanks to the number of well-proportioned people surrounding him, I figured they would be idols, so I went over to check and I did see an Islar member. I verified that it was Kim RaeBin because he was not wearing a mask haha he was careless hahaBut the expression on his face didn't look too good. Maybe he has a sick family member? It seemed to be something like this(out of focus photo)____
Since it was posted in a community that believed that the private lives of celebrities were a public good, it did not receive any negative criticism and only received backlash.I held my breath."... It was not easy."But there was no way anyone could have even considered such a thing at the time.They did not know that someone was in danger of dying back then.—...Following that post, I checked for more similar content by combining the keywords "RaeBin" and "hospital".
— What does the story of RaeBin's sighting in a hospital tell?— Related conversations on that topic are locked. I don't pretend to know until RaeBin speaks directly.— All the kids went with him... I shouldn't waste my time looking at those kinds of posts, but this makes me cry...
Speculation that one of Kim RaeBin's grandparents might have been ill was almost certain.But most of the fan communities were forbidden to talk about it."The rumor spread faster than I thought."This appears to be due to the fact that the sighting testimony had been published before it was removed."The agency's response was slow."It was clear that he had missed this rumor because he was concentrating on rearranging the album preparation schedule and preparing for the media response.So it was the perfect occasion for the crazy stalker bastards to go crazy underwater.Perhaps they felt a strange sense of superiority, as if they had appropriated information that many people were curious about.
— They rented a van under the name of the manager. Are those bastards playing with each other? Hahahaha Wouldn't they practice and remember their initial mindset? ㅠ— What is the name of the girl? What is that girl's name? Is it true that they didn't talk to her? somebody find out— "We can't see them because they are on vacation." Sure, we can't see them because Gommer took Yujin to Gangwon so we don't see him~— "He's making a song" Sht, how annoying
Some people who heard information from some agency employees wrote it on their phones, spreading and distorting it.Even people who claim to be fans of RaeBin make all kinds of ridiculous speculations and accusations.
— Ah, their initial mindset was screwed up. What will happen to their full album? Hahaha I knew this day would come— I don't think anyone is dead, but why doesn't he go back to his job or to the apartment? Haha— Rebin, please, you know very well what your professional career is, don't you?— Refuse to release a full album to spend time with a sick family member? Haha, since when did his mentality become so homey?
It's pathetic."...This has not been suppressed."It was all because I had no intention of paying attention to the networks and let it go until now.— ...Damn, let's stop. I shouldn't bother criticizing myself when I still have time to fix it."Shut up and use your brain."Immediately a few ideas came to mind."First of all, I think it would be good to show you some screenshots of our group chat."I wanted to share our thoughts on RaeBin's works on our social media accounts so that it works as a kind of comeback announcement.That would put an immediate end to speculation about RaeBin's current status or anxiety about his involvement in the album...Even in the worst case it will work.I mean... Even if he can't participate in the early stages of our activities.At least that will cut down on unnecessary swearing.I know there will still be dogs ready to want to scratch us, but this time I will be ready to deal with it without problems."We will press charges against them."It is the first thing to do as soon as a team of specialists is formed. I have to finish the formation of that team in the middle of our activities even if I don't sleep a shit."Before that, I have to do what I can right now."I chose and captured the most appropriate conversations related to RaeBin's work.And I tried to quickly get consent to upload screenshots to our account.RaeBin is nocturnal, so he must still be awake.
[I think fans will like it if we take a screenshot of what we're working on. What do you think?][Keun SeJin: (Emoji that says "I agree")][Cha YooJin: He has to go out!]
People who aren't sleeping just jump up and react in favor.And RaeBin's response was timely.But the content was a bit strange.
[Kim RaeBin: It s k]
— ...?It was a typo that didn't suit her at all.Perhaps he failed to write "I think everything will be okay.""... Could he have made that mistake because he was sleepy?"I crossed my arms and waited for an answer with the most conservative attitude possible.But... after a few minutes, no corrected response came.—...That means that "he" did not want to correct his mistake and lost contact.It was not something to laugh about."The most likely situation is..."It's bullshit. I felt like a situation I was familiar with hit me hard on the head.I poked my arm with a finger."...Will it be an obituary?"If that's the case, you shouldn't call right now. Calling would only interfere in an urgent situation.I managed to come to a reasonable conclusion."... I'll check early tomorrow."By then...whether it's oatmeal or rice, it should all be cleared up.
[Keun SeJin: RaeBin-ah?]
Messages from other boys calling RaeBin several times appeared in the group chat, but it soon fell silent.Everyone seemed to understand the vibe.They must be suspicious about what could have happened.— ...I will answer as rationally as possible... To find out, I must think deeply."The obituary should not coincide with the post on our social media accounts. No way."I decided to put the post on hold.So I put down my phone and lay down on the bed.— Moo-MoonDae, are you going...?— Yes."Let's not think about useless things and just sleep."I don't have free time to think about this.I didn't sleep well at night, but was able to fall asleep at dawn after taking a sleeping pill due to exhaustion.However, even after the sun shone brightly, there was no contact from Kim RaeBin.* * *
It's after eight in the morning.— Let's call him.— W-we don't know what the situation is, why don't we wait a little longer...?— I'll call him!— Wait. We are already late to meet our schedule. Let's talk while we move.The living room was full of people giving their opinions on the current situation.The time to go to the practice room is over. I sat on the sofa and bowed my head."Dammit."I can not think."It's because I couldn't sleep well."This guess is also an excuse. "Bacchus 500" works fine. It's not about fatigue, it's about my state of mind.I exhaled air."...I'll have to check it out."...If I put it off any longer, it might spare me. Now I really have to call.And just at that moment...Deureureureuk!—...!The phone in my hand rang.It was... a phone call.— Is it Kim Rae Bin?Yes, it was Kim Rae Bin.Without even thinking about it, I immediately pressed the button to receive the call and brought the phone close to my ear.— Hello.— Hyung!Raebin's voice was...Bright and full of emotion.— Last night m-my grandmother fully regained consciousness... and we were able to talk!—...!!It was not an obituary.Suddenly, a strange sense of relief welled up inside me, like fireworks exploding and rising from my feet to the top of my head.And I freaked out.I don't know if that's good, but I couldn't control my voice.— Then you should have called me right away...!— I'm sorry! I wanted to wait until it was nine o'clock in the morning because I thought that if I called you in the middle of the night, it would disturb you because it would disturb your sleep...!— ...I was speechless for such a stupid answer.I took the phone away from my ear feeling frustrated. The boys gathered around me.— Is it Kim Raebin?!— Is he okay?Ryu CheongWoo asked in a low voice.— MoonDae-ya, can I talk to him?— ... Yes.I handed him my phone.The voices of those who rushed in and chatted animatedly on my phone rang in my ears.— RaeBinie~ I like how your voice sounds!— H-how are you?I don't know.It was strangely refreshing.I don't know if it was because of Kim RaeBin, because of my phone, because of this damn situation or status window... or because of some shit...But my fatigue disappeared."I'm crazy."I smiled incredulously and pressed my forehead.— RaeBin-ah said that he will come tonight!— Oh, it's a perfect day~That's right.Sometimes things happen that seem perfect and this case seems to be one of them.As soon as I got my phone back, I logged on to social media."I must hurry up and do what I wanted."I felt tickles on my head and hands.
* * *
That morning.It had been less than an hour since Kim RaeBin called Park MoonDae.And a short post appeared on the official TeSTAR account.____Dugeun dugeun (photo)
____TN: "두근두근" is the onomatopoeia for heartbeat.
The post, which was uploaded without revealing who posted it, was accompanied by a screenshot of a friendly group chat carefully selected by Park MoonDae.
— Hul guysㅠㅠ
It was the sign that they were working for his comeback.
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