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Debut or Die - 226

The public response to the group message room conversation was good.

— It can't be, is this a comeback rice cake??? What RaeBin sent as "TITLE" is a song composed by himself?

— The notice in the group chat lol (Screenshot highlighting "Don't comment more than 10 emojis in a row, especially you, Lee SeJin")

— No matter how disorganized the chat is, did you see that Moon Puppy only talked about work? he is used to mess because he is a puppy

— Bae Sejin is crazy, he really is using hamster emojis ㅠㅠㅠㅠ

As long as there is no problematic content, this friendly little content is classic popular content. Also, it had a comeback track, so it must have been fun.

...However, before posting this, I received an unexpected inspection at the last minute.

— Hmm, are you going to post a screenshot, MoonDae?

— Yes.

— Wouldn't it be better for CheongWoo-hyung to do it~? He is the leader.

— ...!

— Since you don't usually post stuff like this, I think fans will like it more~ Don't you think so?

... That was true.

It's probably more natural than me, who use similar patterns multiple times.

So, I accepted Keun SeJin's comments and posted the article from Ryu CheongWoo's point of view and handled it perfectly.

— Hul, it was Cheongwoo

— Oh, Ryu CheongWoo saved the names of his dongsaengs with animal emojis representing him. Isn't that amazing? ㅠㅠ

The result was good, so it was right to shut up and support him, but I have doubts in my mind.

"I can't believe I didn't think of this before him."

I must have seen myself as an impatient child who preempted his will. It is necessary to self-diagnose to see if I am out of shape or not.

I clicked my tongue and crossed my arms.

"Next time I'll do it right."

Of course, I had to finish preparing for the comeback properly before that.

Even if one person joined late, it is planned to proceed separately step by step, but the process of working together on the presentation is still essential.

Still, the other members, including me, have a bit of leeway. It's because we've finished a lot of filming that could continue without Kim RaeBin.

But that was not the case with RaeBin.

"That boy has to do everything from now on."

Thanks to this, RaeBin was so busy that almost as soon as he joined, he started talking about work.

Still, he never forgot to greet us.

A few days later, at night, as soon as he had time, he sneaked into my room.

— My noona asked me to give it to hyung-nim and Cha YooJin! I did the best I could thanks to you. Thank you very much.

What RaeBin offered me...was gourd yakgwa and sikhye bought from a local restaurant. I think it was sent by courier.

TN: Yakgwa are flower-shaped honey cookies. Sikhye is a sweet rice drink, usually served as a cold dessert. When it is prepared with gourd water, it is called Hobak-sikhye.

Although the amount is huge.

"Surely he knew how YooJin's taste is..."

They are two different things, so it is reasonable that at least some of the gifts suit the taste of the person they know best.

As for me, I neither like nor dislike food.

"I just wonder when I'm going to finish all this."

But I must say something necessary.

I received a box wrapped in a huge cloth.

— Thank you. I will enjoy it when eating.

— Thank you too! I will make sure to communicate your words to my noona.

RaeBin smiled and nodded. He didn't work out because his face, which originally looked fierce, showed that he didn't sleep well for several days.

I was a bit conflicted, but ended up asking.

— ...Is your grandmother alright?

— Yes! We are in daily contact, she told me that she is recovering slowly but well.

It's a relief.

I nodded my head without saying a word.

— And I asked her that in the future, if she has any physical discomfort or any illness, she has to be honest with me...

— Well said.

I tapped him on the shoulder a couple of times.

Now that he has experienced this process once, someday, even if there is a time when he is really worried, he will be able to accept it more determinedly.

"...Even if he can't help it, he can deal with it."

That's enough.

I pushed away my useless thoughts and picked up the gift he handed me.

— Then, this... I think it would be appropriate to keep it in a refrigerated place.

— That's right... Ah, hyung! Can I take it!

— Don't worry. I will take it because I already have it in my hands.

I was about to take the contents of this bag to the refrigerator to keep it in good condition, when suddenly he spoke to me.

— Oh, now that I think about it, there's something I wanted to ask you!

— What is?

RaeBin followed me and raised her hand.

— I'm curious why you shared the screenshot showing remote work to our fans!

—...!

— An official press release regarding this album hasn't been published yet, so in my opinion, I was worried that there would be a risk of leaks...

Raebin's eyes sparkled.

— I want to know what great significance it would have for you to take that risk!

— ...

I had never thought of such a risk...

I looked at him a little uneasily.

"As long as the KakaoTalk server is not hacked, the song will not be leaked."

He takes songs and albums too seriously, so he worries even about a risk that occurs only in theory.

Still, I think it will be a while until an official statement is released that the group will make a comeback.

However, it would not be good to explain the reason to him crudely due to the comments that crossed the line.

"I should put the least irritating parts together and explain it to him that way."

I calmly opened my mouth.

— Some fans noticed that you were at your grandparents' house. I posted that so you can relax.

That was also a real reason. There were quite a few people worried about RaeBin's mental condition.

Of course, the main purpose was to shut up those who said shit.

— Hahahaha ah, that Rebin takes his career more seriously than you guys~

— Why have they all disappeared?

— Before the boys are beaten, it's a pleasure to see how they beat those bastards tsts

TN: "ㅉㅉ" (ts ts or tt) is the short version of "쯧쯧" (tsk tsk), an onomatopoeia for clicking the tongue in disapproval.

Seeing those responses made me feel at ease.

"Doing that was the right thing to do."

— Is that so?

But... RaeBin had a puzzled face.

— I'm sure the fans will be relieved when the press release comes out next week.

—...!

— I think it would have been valid and safer to bring joy by uploading that capture after the statement... Oh, no! Sorry for saying that.

— ...

I was stunned.

Is that correct?

Yes.

It doesn't mean that RaeBin's hypothesis about filter risk is correct, just that there was no need to respond directly to damn public opinion.

After all, when the comeback teaser comes out, everything will be resolved.

The hasty posting of the group chat capture caused a scratchy sensation that would be an indication that he was aware of the noise of the dogs.

Fortunately, it wasn't me, but CheongWoo who posted it, so it went through without a problem.

My initial judgment... was wrong.

— It's okay.

I murmured.

Voices came to mind.

— Don't worry too much about it, hyung. How can you change the opinion of other people so that they are the way you want them to be?

— That's not true... and not everyone believes it...!

I had admitted that I was worried about controlling public opinion after hearing the comments of the boys who accompanied me on those occasions, but again I have fallen into the same.

And even this time, I did something that didn't work, I look like a fool without a head to think it through.

It was obvious.

It... it was very difficult for me to bear being criticized for a situation in which a close family member could die. Shit.

— I made a mistake because I was too sensitive.

— I-it's not like that! I just asked an unnecessary question...

— You are not right.

I kept mumbling.

— I did it because it reminded me of the past.

— Y-you mean your past...?

— Yes.

The words came out of my mouth no matter if my spinal cord was frozen or not.

— I was late.

— Eh...?

— When I got there, the relatives of all the other corpses had already identified them. My parents were the only ones who stayed that night.

Am I crazy?

I bit my tongue.

— Hy-hyung...

— I'm sorry to say something nonsensical. Anyway, your reasoning is correct. It was my mistake and there is no such thing as a great meaning or efficient result.

— I-I'm sorry...!

RaeBin... he was about to shed tears and his nose was going to start dripping. Damn.

I put down the bag of treat sandwiches and stood in front of him.

— What are you sorry for?

— I chose the wrong topic and made you remember a difficult experience...

— It is not like this.

I told the truth.

— It's difficult because I couldn't handle it properly at the time...

— No!

He interrupted what he was going to say.

And with a tense attitude, he clenched both hands into fists.

— I-if I remember correctly, hyung-nim, they contacted you when you were studying at the academy... You didn't get the call until some time had passed, right?

— ... Yes.

I had even told him that.

RaeBin shook her head vigorously, denying.

— However, a student's duty is to study... isn't it?

—...!!

What?

I looked at him with a blank expression, as if he was being hit on the back of the head.

— Hyung-nim was just doing the best he could in his position. I mean, that just...was an accident.

RaeBin swallowed hard.

— Just as it wasn't my fault either... having gone to the MT.
—...!

— Don't you think so? O-of course, the case is a bit different, but...

It's true.

He is not me.

But aside from that... it's true that I did my best at that time...

He felt that the best was not good enough.

And he just couldn't admit that no matter what he did, there was no way it wouldn't be difficult.

— No one is good at handling this kind of situation.

As I had told RaeBin directly, no one is good at this kind of thing.

— ...

I grabbed my head.

The shock was intense, but the answer was clear.

Based on RaeBin's experience, I finally got it.

"A high school student can't do much."

I thought that he was too young to experience an obituary, but even I, at a younger age, could not take charge of my situation.

So... it's time to reevaluate.

"Yes, it is worth understanding."

For a middle school student, I tried really hard.

— ...

Let's see, I felt more relieved.

...I had a feeling that I might sleep very well tonight.

—- Hy-hyung-nim, I think there are reasons why you made that judgment considering that your situation was similar to the recent event...

— Yes.

First I gave him a definitive answer.

This poor fellow was trying to convince me.

RaeBin's complexion lit up when I confirmed his suspicion.

—...! That's right! That's why, it's my fault that I made him remember a difficult experience!

— No, not that.

He is blaming himself and he talks so animatedly. He seems to be glad that his persuasion was successful.

I picked up the box of yakgwa and sikhye again and continued to speak as softly as possible.

— ... Thanks for your kind words.

— Hyung!

RaeBin bowed again.

— Thank you very much, hyung. During this time... thanks to you I got a lot of help and was able to safely participate in this album.

I would do that again because it is beneficial for the group. If we keep talking like this, there will be no end to this.

"I need to change the atmosphere."

I asked lightly.

— Is that why you also gave Cha YooJin a gift?

RaeBin responded with a serious expression.

— No, I gave both gifts to you.

— ...

I don't know if they are best friends or if they treat each other like idiots, but let the fans believe the former.

With a shrug, I put the yakgwa and sikhye back in the fridge.

— I will eat them well.

— Yes!

For your information, I shared these gifts among the guys who had low blood sugar levels and had to recover it by eating little by little, so that in the end we end up losing weight at the last minute to be ready for the comeback.

TN: Low levels of sugar (glucose) in the blood affect a person's state, causing lack of energy, anxiety, irritability, headache, sweating and even loss of consciousness.

"You reap what you sow."

...The mysterious thing was that Cha YooJin didn't have any of those cases.

In any case, that funny event was short-lived. The album release date was getting closer every minute.

The first sign was the release of the teaser.

*   *   *

— What are you doing?

— Nothing. get lost.

Kim RaeBin's fan gritted her teeth and, growling, pushed her younger brother, who was sniffing around.

"You just have to look for it so you can see it, but you don't want to admit it. You make me so mad!"

If he is interested in Park MoonDae, he can confidently look for him on his own. It was quite annoying that he seemed to be fighting with himself and so he wanted to take a look with her.

Of course, even considering that, the fan response was more intense than usual right now.

Well, she had her worries.

"Is Kim Rae Bin going to be alright?"

He knew that one of his grandparents had collapsed and that's why he joined late in the preparations for the new album.

The RaeBin fan bit her nails.

"Seeing that in the end they ended up posting on social networks, it seems that the problem of his family member has not worsened."

However, since the preparation period was relatively short, I had an ominous feeling that the number of Kim RaeBin's parts on the album would be small...

"Oh shut up! Then complain so they can increase her parts on the next album!"

Why was he worried about whether or not she should buy the album?

After giving a cry, she took the mouse from her.

She was sure something would show up at midnight...

"It showed up!"

[TeSTAR (테스타) "Calling" (Nightmare) Official MV Teaser]

And she couldn't speak.

— Huuuk.

In the thumbnail of the video was Kim RaeBin!

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