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Chapter 321

The murmur of the people under the stage, the noise of the sound equipment, and the flashing lights of the lightsticks stimulate all five senses.

I'm back.

"..."

Someone grabbed my shoulders. When I turned to look, I saw Keun SeJin among the other faces around me.

He was smiling, but his hands were holding me tightly. I guess he's the guy who called out to me earlier.

'I must have tripped.'

I remember when I debuted at Icorpo, I almost fainted when I did the first truth check.

I don't know if it was a similar situation, but the difference in the time I feel is so great.

I quickly scanned the faces of the guys behind me.

'It's been a long time without seeing them.'

From Ryu CheongWoo to Bae Sejin, who was at the other end of the lineup on stage.

In fact, I met Bae Sejin a few days ago, but I'm surprised that I have a different impression of him when he debuted.

I have watched him for a long time.

It's been 4 years.

As trainees, it's as if we all graduated from the same high school and went to the same university together.

I got here by teaming up with six strangers of similar ages. It's a weird experience.

However, as irrational as this sounds, I don't think I could have made a better team than this even if I had chosen the members based on their status windows.

It's a strange thing.

I laughed inwardly when I saw Kim RaeBin's pupils twitching.

'It's like you said.'

"Although we don't meet to socialize, I think a real sense of solidarity can grow in us!"

There's more to it than just wanting to keep doing it for good results.

And the same goes for the lightsticks shaking in front of the stage.

I nodded slightly to the guys behind me, then turned to the front again.

These are people who support TeSTAR.

And I, as Park MoonDae of TeSTAR, am standing in front of them.

The conclusion I came to after going through all those situations is still the same.

"..."

I can't do it. Perhaps because of the words I heard in the world of my imagination just before I came back here, my mind struggles with my emotions.

'I'm in trouble.'

Then.

Suddenly, a text appeared on the indicator screen in front of the stage.

Please express your feelings quickly.

"...!"

Yes, my feelings.

I came back to my senses. The fact that I have something to do right away brought my head back to reality.

I froze for about 3 or 4 seconds. The staff is already making a fuss telling me to stop wasting my time and say how I feel at this award ceremony.

'Still, it's the first Daesang we get with a fair evaluation, so I hope they understand.'

I smiled and grabbed the microphone.

"I took too long, didn't I? Sorry, I'm nervous."

Little chuckles erupted from the audience.

I don't think that was a funny remark...Well, let's move on.

"Looking back to the time when I started my career as a TeSTAR member, it feels like a long time ago and at the same time it seems like I debuted yesterday."

I took a breath for a moment, then continued again.

"The same goes for the moment I decided to become an idol."

It was a mission that started because of the threat of sudden death.

"Honestly, I had no certainty or expectation about how far I could go as an outsider. I just...I was in the program because I said I could do it."

TL/N: "As an outsider" refers to "a person who had not trained before," as he was not a trainee for any agency and also had no experience, but he was a chosen participant because he had an acceptable voice among people in the general public.

I wouldn't have thought of doing it if I hadn't received a sudden death threat. But...

Just before I came to my senses, I remembered what I told KeunDal.

"I didn't know I wanted to be an idol, but I guess I did."

I could very specifically imagine the perspective of people filming me from under this podium, avoiding security.

Since I've done that a lot in the past.

And I didn't bother to trace the cause of my satisfaction at the time. Because I never imagined that at some point my perspective would change and I would be able to look down directly from the stage.

"But after meeting these members and meeting our fans, without realizing it, TeSTAR has come this far."

But what if standing on stage in person is more genuine and exhilarating than looking down on the stage from the audience?

That means...what I felt when I was a data vendor was all about vicarious satisfaction.

And if you think that after discovering that I had success and true pleasure because of my "infinite potential," the blackberry flavor I feel will increase? You are wrong.

'That's illogical.'

Numerous variables came into play. And I wasn't the only one who moved those variables.

Because I'm in a group of idols.

"Regardless of this award, I think it was a good thing that I tried to become an idol at that time...I am very happy."

I didn't know such embarrassing words would come out of my mouth, but what if no one understands why I say this when it's a Daesang?

"I think the members must feel the same way."

I put my arm around the shoulders of Seon AhHyun, who was standing next to me.

"...!"

'...Does he look scared?'

I thought I would withdraw my arm normally because of the atmosphere, but he looked almost embarrassed.

Still, the expression on his face didn't indicate that he didn't like it, so I looked around and said what I had to say.

"Thank you."

"..."

Then, a strange look as if they were crying started to spread on their faces, and naturally, it started to happen as if it was a game ceremony.

TL/N: "경기 세리머니" (Game Ceremony) is a celebration of rejoicing that takes place after having scored a goal in a soccer match or obtained points in some other game.

There was good cheer and a sense of accomplishment for having worked hard.

'Oh my God.'

In the audience seats, lightsticks were waving like crazy and cheers rang out loudly.

I agreed to be one of the seven professional idols who embraced.

And I thought of the other.

'Did you come back safely?'

I finished my last words wrapped in arms, thinking about the guy that was probably watching me on TV.

"Thank you so much for letting us win the Daesang."

It was a general thank you.

* * *

The confetti burst to make us quickly finish the speech and leave the stage, and we went backstage with the trophy.

Once the award ceremony was over, our performance would follow after a short preparation time.

Maybe that's why it was established that we would be presented with the Daesang first.

I thought silently as I moved with the trophy still in my hand.

'I'll have to forget receiving the next Daesang.'

This was because when I came to my senses, I realized that I had acted too clumsily.

'I think it's been mentioned before, but I'll have those who haven't spoken yet prepare to give a speech for next time...'

But I could no longer calculate. This was because an urgent question came to me even before I arrived at the place where I would change my costume.

It was Keun SeJin.

"Park MoonDae, are you okay?"

"...?"

"You almost fell down. If you feel bad, let me know. We have some painkillers for you to take before you go out."

That's why he grabbed my shoulders. I understood his behavior.

'I'll start by finding out how the situation was.'

"Did I almost fall?"

"I-I thought you were going to faint."

Seon AhHyun muttered with a blue face. It seems my stumble was more alarming than expected.

'Oh, no.'

I'll see if this excuse works. I sighed first and rubbed the back of my neck.

"Sorry. Since it's our first Daesang...I didn't remember what I was going to say, I think it's because I was nervous."

"...Was it because you were nervous?"

"Did you...?"

Why are these bastards so suspicious?

I answered as calmly as I could.

"Of course I was."

"Wait a minute."

"Manager-nim, please give me a thermometer!"

The doubts exploded like bombs. I think I now know what their impression of me was during that moment.

I held up both hands.

"I'm fine, really. It's just...I really like it."

"..."

I looked at the faces of the guys around me who seemed to be a little surprised and smiled.

"Because it's our first Daesang. I know how to get excited."

"Park MoonDae..."

The astonishment disappeared and was replaced by a great warmth. I knew this would work because everyone got their first Daesang...

"...Yes, that's also possible."

"Sorry to say this late, but I think it was a wonderful acceptance speech!"

Great. All weak-minded people have accepted it.

'...Well, I'm not really lying.'

I indeed felt good. I handed over the trophy to those who were intoxicated in the atmosphere of having won the Daesang.

"We have to fight next year too."

"Y-yes!"

"Gooood!"

Ryu CheongWoo seemed to enjoy the atmosphere with a happy expression for teamwork and finished his words calmly.

"I'll take your temperature anyway."

"..."

Let him do whatever he wants.

I was considered to have a normal body temperature while changing my wardrobe. It's ridiculous, but I think I've overcome some kind of obstacle.

"13 minutes left~"

But at the same time, I realized the real problem.

'Damn.'

I turned my head and called out to AhHyun.

"AhHyun-ah."

"Y-yes?"

And I said in a low voice.

"Do you think you could review my practice of the modified choreography...?"

"Why, MoonDae MoonDae? Can't you remember the choreography?"

He's a sharp guy.

"...My tension after giving the speech has eased, so I'd like you to review it."

"Ah~ Okay."

I'm not lying.

'It's because I haven't danced or sung in a few days, you punk...'

We made a modified choreography to perform just once at a year-end event that I practiced for only a week just before I entered Ryu GunWoo's body, and it's the one we're going to perform now.

I'm breaking out in a cold sweat because I'm afraid I won't be able to remember the choreography correctly when I'm on stage.

"Anyway, please review."

"Yes! L-let's do it right away...!"

Fortunately, we didn't have much time, so I had a dance lesson right away instead of other conversations.

Once two members of the dance line joined in, it was easy to get an accurate assessment.

"Kick here and turn...tap your toes at one point, keep going..."

"MoonDae, you went half a beat faster, be careful!"

"Okay."

"I know the choreography better. Hyung, I want to teach you!"

"YooJin-ah, do you want to go get some drinks?"

Then, with the help of the others, I completely remastered the choreography in 3 minutes.

It was comfortable living alone, but the taste of being with a lot of people wasn't bad.

* * *

On the night when the first music awards ceremony is broadcast at the end of the year.

- I think Park MoonDae almost fainted.

- He was looking for attention haha

- Won't his schedule be too tight? I think he still has after-effects from that accident ㅠ he should be more careful.

- He looks like he was excited, he looks like he was running in a pack of dogs

Looking at the real-time comments where expectations of humanity disappear, the office worker who takes pictures of Lee SeJin and Park MoonDae, the dual fansite homma, clicked her tongue.

Although this seemed normal to her, rather, there was something that bothered her more.

'I can't believe he's so sentimental.'

Park MoonDae had handled everything rationally until now, but this time he acted as if he couldn't bear the overwhelming feeling.

Before the acceptance speech, he was speechless, dumbfounded, and looked at the members for a long time...He had done everything he never used to do.

She didn't know if there was a private history or if the Daesang was so significant, but...

'Well...it wasn't bad.'

The master nodded and said that she understood why Lee SeJin gave up the pass to Park MoonDae.

Since Park MoonDae is usually so calm and looks like a 4th-dimensional person to the public, this shock of his would be more of a charm than a nuisance.

It was not much different from showing the audience a scene with an effect similar to crying at a concert.

In fact, at the end of Park MoonDae's speech, the response in the comments also changed quite a lot.

- It's a bit touching

- MoonDae now really looks like a puppy. What's going on?

- ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ

- TeSTAR has been working really hard so far...

- I'm touched, you talented brats

Moreover, even the last act they did seemed to confirm the members' affection for the group.

Apparently, there was something in that series of actions that stimulated people's hearts.

'This kind of thing works well.'

Not for nothing did the collection of reactions from a singer, who won the top spot in the music rankings for the first time since his debut, still roamed WeTube.

People like the fall of a star, but they also like it when a star is overwhelmed with emotion.

And to those people's taste, TeSTAR's emotion came out raw.

The homma nodded rather satisfied.

'Good job.'

Park MoonDae didn't even calculate that and expected a very bad answer.

Anyway, contrary to his expectations, TeSTAR's Daesang speech was going to be successfully commented on as a moving speech.

The awards season was just beginning.

And in this season, there was going to be a lot of TeSTAR content.

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